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Tired of being sad.Real men don't cry, they say
Well maybe their right but
I'm stuck with dry eyes

And maybe I'm not right for her
She still sits brokenhearted
And I'm all out of tries

But your life
is worth the price
of me losing my mind

So if you start
to see me smile
Its not a sign
that I'm over you

I see you running through my dreams again
(Happens every night now)
I toss and turn at what we could have been
(I'd stop if I knew how)
It just strikes a nerve, the thought of you out with another man
Holding his hand
And you may ask me what I smile for
Maybe you think I'm happier
With you gone.

I'm not smiling 'cause I'm happy, no
I'm smiling 'cause I'm t

Just In CaseYou can dig up a grave
If you think you can wake the past
But what's the point
You're just opening old wounds
It's like sitting by a bomb about to blast

For someone who claims no death wish
You could have fooled me
But I guess you already have
There's nothing about you I'll miss
Like how you can't see

And here comes another pointed finger
But who's really to blame
You can't bring yesterday back to life
If the dead have already lost the game
But you can revive the ghosts
Violent spirits with a grudge
How the hell will you survive again
Your point of view hasn't even budged
In a court where I've become the judge
Face it
You're screwed
While y

Rise From The AshesHold on
Hold on to me
Darling
Hold on
Hold on to me

Don't cut yourself with the jagged edge
Of cruel words and reprimands
Remember this
Your light shines brightest in the dark

When shadows leap and faith is gone
And fake obligations seem to have won
You've fallen
From grace and into the fire
But that doesn't have to be your funeral pyre

Darling
Look to me
I'm just as broken as you are
Let's set ourselves free
No need for anymore of these scars
Together we can rise from the ashes
We'll fight back
When insensitivity and anger clashes

It's not over until after you last breath
When you've faded into death
Keep in mind
You should never take yo

I want to be with youI sit here alone, thinking of you
about the time that we shared, about the things we used to do
But now I'm alone and it's starting to show
How did I get here? Do you already know?

I want to be with you... but it won't happen
I want to be with you... but I can't seem to take action
It always seems that you're just passing through..
So how can I be with you?...

Time goes by and still I'm here
Yet you start to go and disappear.
How do I get your attention or do you already know?
That I want you here.. I don't want you to go...

I want to be with you... but it won't happen
I want to be with you... but I can't seem to take action
It always seem

angels of agonywe are the angels of agony
brighten the sky
dim out the lights
fell into rivers
of our tears
we try to smile
when we walk our mile
dragging our feet through hell and earth

we feel the burden
in every way

even though we stay
we wish for a turn of day
we sing the anthem
of our pain
wings rip free and fade to black
cause now you know
we are the angels of agony

so perfect we see
trying to fly
if we black out the night
still just a sliver
of light eats me
we cry and scream
is it all just a dream
stuck in a coma an ever lasting sleep

we feel the burden
in every way

even though we stay
we wish for a turn of day
we sing the anthem
of our pain
wi

RAINING ON THE INSIDEVerse One:

You might think I'm crazy, when I say these words
Sometimes the world is hazy, and our cries they go unheard
Somehow I still find a way to force myself to smile
Each and every single day, I walk the endless mile...

Chorus:

And it's raining on the inside
Even though the sun will shine
And I tell you that I'm fine.
It's still raining on the inside
And I want for it to end
So my heart can finally mend
God I pray-every day...

Verse Two:

I hope you never see me, broken and alone
My life is never easy, but my love for you has grown
Do you know that you're my savior, I need you by my side
You can alter my behavior so I never have to

TerrifiedThere is agony all around me and I am terrified by my own self in the mirror, I fought with fire only to

Know to look down and see that I got burned turning thus into ashes, and I know my worries are now

Sly puffs scurrying about as they glide through the cracks of the floor, maybe in the end I will get lost

With them and sink into the lowest part of the earth, but then maybe angelic souls will be able to find

Me, and redeem me from my relevant streams of immorality, thus satisfying what I came here to find

Because in this world it is hard to tell…..

Broadway Specials: Ave Lillian

Verse I:

Vercelli’s pulling out his wand
Blinking too slowly when I see you’re gone.
I hear a voice screaming in my head
(Chaos I think we’ve got a problem)
Where does everybody go when they go?
What do you believe, there’s no way to know.
We hate so fast and we love so slow.
(Juggernaut I think we have a PROBLEM!)
Sit down and think about it
Still on the brink of doubt and
I finally click about it.
My world’s spinnin’

Chorus:

Ave Lillian.
Where did you go?
Where did you go?
How did you know to get out of a world gone mad?
Help me let go.
It’s my fault that she’s bleeding.
His words are misle

Invisible ManAs I make my way through everyday
I feel the empty presence
The stories I hear fill my head with fear
And a hatred of burning rage

Don't even try to make amends
Before your life of pity ends
Never wanted me, got no sympathy
I just can't take the pain

If there was a time when your evil mind
Wasn't filled with ice and stone
Well, now it's too late to disintegrate
So just leave me alone

Don't you dare think that I'll bend
To that stupid silly trend
No happy ending waits at the end of the lane
'Cause I just can't take the pain

I don't know where you went, but you didn't repent
For your sneaky dirty sins
Just a fear-powered coward, living in a

Something IndescribableCastaway, Runaway, I'm a Throwaway--that's what I say,
When my doubts and my fears, revived throughout years,
Completely surround, bring me to tears
Shackle me down, soil my crown
But I breathe in, breathe out and feel that sound:

Feel the beat of Hope (can you feel it?)
Coursing through your soul (can you feel it?)
Something indescribable’s in store; Tonight there’s something more

Daily life, I take in stride
Until the night when I run and hide
‘Cause some thoughts I believe, though they deceive
Completely surround, say I’m not redeemed
Shackle me down to hurt that I’ve found
So I breathe in, breathe out and

Hide-and-Seek LyricsFinally I have found you, my dear.
Lord knows how hard I’ve tried.
You no longer have to be afraid;
I am here by your side.

We have been through all of these twists and turns
feeling blind and unsure with each step.
But I know as long as we are together,
we’ll have strength to keep holding on.

Let us go forward, my dear, through
this game of hide-and-seek.
Although this maze is frightening,
I promise you we’ll be free.

The Heart Believes[Verse]
Tell me I'm the one who keeps you awake.
Tell me I'm the one who's there when you make mistakes.
Tell me I'm the cloud you watch in the sky.
Tell me I'm the one who's there when you fall and cry.

Oh, I.. I can't believe this is happening,
I thought I had control of everything.
All the things I thought would be okay.
Are taking me back to yesterday.

Woah-oh...
Oh I wish that I could just move on..

(Chorus)
But darling, things just don't work out that way.
There's always a few hearts that can't be saved.
I wish that these stories were based on truth,
'cause I just can't believe I've fallen for you.

[Verse]
Tell me you're the one who

The Mother of LossA boat called hope on a sea of fear.
It’s the mother of let down,
and that’s what brought me here.

I let go of your hopes.
I let go of mine.
I let go of all those
unbound by time.
If it’s gonna happen
It’s gonna happen either way.
Whether I want it to
or not.
Whether I can stand to stay.
I’m looking for something new.
Preferring what I know
the one closest to me,
the closest one to you.

I’m so far gone, I’m so far lost.
I lost control and I paid the cost.
I’ve been here too many times,
and I’ve said that before.
Dying for hope,

Why my friend...Thrashing, I'm faint
I just could not take this pain anymore
Holding onto that only hope

hope that you will come very soon
Where are you now?

I'm so lonely.

But you don't want, don't want to return.
Why my friend?

Angry at you-
I regret that I believed in you

Stay here my friend,
I don't want you to go
Come now, my friend

my friend.....

What I've BecomeWho is that,
Looking from the mirror,
Because I know,
That's not me.

Who is that,
The one in my reflection,
He is not the guy,
I used to be.

He is not a man
He is not a person
He's a creature
From the depths of Hell.

I don't want to be him,
But that is my reflection,
So I guess, this means
That's what I've become.

It was a gradual change
And I didn't even notice,
All the horns and thorns
Protruding from my head

It was a slow transition
From a man into a monster,
A development
That I can't comprehend

Who is that,
Looking from the mirror,
Because I know,
That's not me.

Who is that,
The one in my reflection,
He is not the guy,
I used to b

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_{Flickering lanterns dazzling the skies
Drifting, drifting…so… high… (yea yea yea…)
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